Confession

I'm starting to believe that I found "The One". The only thing is that I played with him. I let him go, not once, but twice. I didn't learn my lesson, and now there isn't a chance of it coming back. I never stopped loving him. I tried my best, I tried to deny it and hide it, but I never stopped loving him. I never got my heart back even though I was the one who broke it off. Both times.

But now it's too late. I can cry all the tears in the world, I can plead until I lose my voice, nothing will work because it's too late.

I know he will never read this, but I want to say I'm sorry. I'm sorry that I hurt you and that I pushed you away. And I'm sorry for still loving you the way I do. But I will always be your friend, and I will always support you and be there when you need it.

"If there's a prize for rotton judgement, I guess I've already won that..."