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Love? What do I know of love?
I write about it and dream about it and wish to find it one day.
But what do I know of love?
In college, a psychology major, been from Jersey to Kansas and back again.
But I know nothing of love. I know nothing of life, I know nothing of the world.
I'm giving up.
This is the end.
I don't want to dream about it, I don't want to sit in my room night after night, wondering when my life is about to begin.
I want to stop wanting it.
I want to stop feeling as if its happening and then one day wake up and realize its not.
I'm tired of it.
This is really the end.